Dashmanaug
and Zakor – The Origins of the Ambassadors
“In
all our far travels together,” Zakor observed, “I have never
asked Zwindar what he was, or why. Somehow, I don't know, it -” She shook her head now, puzzling, “- it seemed to me... Impolite.”
Hm,”
Dashmanaug chuckled again to himself, and he saw as the child
searched his eyes that a deep inquiry stirred in her.
“Great
Moth,” Zakor continued, “I wonder if you might explain to me
something I have pondered since first I came here... As I look at
your books and carvings, and at the drawings and stories of many
earth beings, it seems there have always been creatures who are both
man and animal. I think of the gods and goddesses of my mother's
religion, of Ganesh and Hanuman. I think on the hieroglyphs of Egypt,
where there are godlike beings with human bodies, but their heads are
those of the hawk, the wolf or the crocodile... When I was more a
child I saw these heads as masks made and worn by people – but then
I saw the costumes of the Native American nations, with their
feathered bodies and animal faces. And also the nursery rhymes of my
books, talking rabbits and bears and foxes who wore clothing. And
here, again I see, in the writings and
drawings of my own people, these powerful animal beings. Did we
imagine so much and for so long as to make you a reality, or have you
always existed, and I have only recently become aware of you?”
Dashmanaug
chuckled. “Your questions are at times like my answers.”
Now
Zakor smiled as well, and the moth man and the little girl regarded
each other, with no uncertain barrier between. After a moment of
thought, Dashmanaug answered, “We have been children of this world
for ever so long as you, small one who is not so small.”
He
went to a combed, ornate wall, one of many such facades in his
elaborate, airy library, and from a high shelf he retrieved a
weathered book on which Miriconian symbols were inscribed. Zakor
watched patiently as the moth man leafed through many of the vellum
pages, until at last he set the book down before Zakor. The writing,
intermingled with flourished illustrations, as was often the custom
with Miriconian books, had been laid down by hand to painstaking
detail.
At
first Zakor squinted – the style of the handwriting made the
symbols harder to discern, and of course while speaking to the earth
had opened her mind to the language, it was still quite new to her.
So as she began to read aloud, if she stumbled upon a phrase,
Dashmanaug gently asserted the correction.
Anyafa'hare'a
– The Ambassadors
Now
know me as the crow or jay whose hoarse voice blades against the draw
of morning or of night
and
coat of feather cloak me in the laughing glades where oft you find me
peering from a height
and
know me as the flash of scale beneath the foam who elusive swims in
tide or river's run
and
though to all above I seem the shadow's kin with a watchful eye can
see all that is done
and
know me as the light of hoof upon the leaf with antler broad and coat
of shaggy hide
subarctic
wood I wander under Northern light and staring from the pines keep
eyes a'wide
We
unbeknownst to those who walk in human ways all hear with ear far
better than supposed
and
keeper of each deed throughout the human days we take back to nature
all so that She knows
Not
long ago when humans danced to natures drum we altogether spoke in
tongue the same
but
wander off did humans most from rhythms old and into knowledge new
the humans came
And
those of us ambassadors from long before appointed to the tasks of
earth and man
we
mourned the time when all accord was sought and found and era new to
nature soon began
And
watch did we ambassadors in earthly form with fur and antler fin and
scale and wing
and
go we back to nature telling naught but tears we song of separation
feared to sing
For
spoke no more to us did people through their walls and hacked the
earth with terrible machines
Forget
they did the wealth of nature's simple ways and sought survival by
some other means
Yes
break from realm of humans said all voice of earth for they from us
have broken long ago
to
save all realms of nature for which we do speak we into shadow must
agree to sow
And
nature's human children they were most estranged but mother wished
her children to come home
so
some of us were given task to search and find and into human realms
were told to roam
Some
said too savage were our forms of earthly realm suggesting we make
form of man our own
if
walked and talked alike perhaps we might reach out and seed of
understanding might be sown
so
made ourselves part animal and then part man and cloth upon our
bodies did we wear
and
strode upright and learned the words to plead our case we wandered
into every here and there
And
when appearing to those in the human realms oft were the closed of
heart and mind afraid
but
children and the child in spirit did not fear and these in human
realms we did persuade
and
welcomed into nature's realms were humans few, and awed were they to
find a kinder land
and
knowledge we did pass between our world and theirs and together did
we come to understand
appointed
are we yet today a few sharp eyes and ears which close to human deeds
do lean
and
know that some among do speak in wonderway ambassadors yourselves who
intervene
still
awe of star and branch and beetle do you hold thinking not in
thoughts of profit greed and steel
do
reach out to your kin among tis time to speak, and to pose to them a
spirited appeal
For as is now must
soon be done in better way, and altogether must we change our ways
for all of leaf and
meadow sky and sea and stream wish not to see our very end of days
not
only for ourselves but for all of life we speak, and for the good of
all we must construe
for
humans born of earth you all are kin to us, and as such we must also
speak for you
As
she finished reading the words, Zakor looked up at the Great Moth,
and asked, “Can things not go back to the way they were before?”
Dashmanaug
thought for a moment before responding. “There are three places of
awareness in which we exist. In the first we only know what is, not
seeing the change which should be made. The second comes to
us when something makes us realize the wrong, and yet we choose to do
nothing about it. The third awareness, and perhaps the most difficult
of the three, is where we choose to do something, and in doing so, we
create change.”
Zakor
sat for a while, and so did Dashmanaug, and it was a comfortable
silence that passed between them.
“I think,” Zakor said finally, “ that so many of my people know that something should be different, and yet we do nothing. I think only with a sudden, perhaps terrible shift, which is made outside their control, will the people of my world change their ways. And perhaps then it will be too late.”
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