Living in absolute autonomy in the depth of Amazonia, the tribes calling themselves Amnamar seem practical and frank, specializing in spear hunting, staff fighting, and the medicinal properties of regional plants and native species. They speak an 'earth dialect' with the same name as the jungle in which they live, called Amnamarandhi. Until we can better communicate, a more objective analysis of these bird-human savages is limited. However, their rituals seem profoundly superstitious, their shamanic practices chaotic and freakish, and overall they lack mental complexity.
T. R. Lowe, Anthropologist, 1932
Bry'e
Bry'e's
hiding place was a wet cleft of dark earth in amongst the palms and
broad ferns, where a lacy falls tumbled down from above on either
side. To her right, the water splashed over tiered jet black stones,
and as it fell, spoke in a slow and laughing hiss. To her left, a
deeper voice of whitewater spilled over into a sun-dappled gully
below, where the two ribbons of froth met. As one, they swirled
around a series of fern-laden boulders and massive fallen trees
softened by dense moss. The happy water fed eventually into a pool
where Bry'e often hid, dipping herself in deeply enough so that only
her gray eyes and red feathered forehead broke the water's smooth
skin.
Astride the
base of a young Lagau tree leaning out over the cliff, Bry'e sat
forward so that her cheek rested against the soft green skin of the
trunk. She closed her eyes and felt the distance between her
heartbeats lengthening, as the steady white hush of the place moved
into her own rhythms and calmed them. The sun touched her shoulders
and beak, and little winged insects tickled in her feathers. Her
breath came slower and slower, until she was the sound of the falls
itself.
The
roof of Bry'e's home spread outward in every direction in a verdant,
high and rolling massiveness of trees. At night, as the cosmic bird
Glynmarra raised her wing and blotted out Oraphau's lamp, the Great
Bird's tears shimmered above in vast nights silent and deep, and as
Glynmarra's wing fell once again and Oraphau's light warmed her back,
grumbling thunderheads roiled and clashed their staffs in the sky.
The ground beneath the canopy, busy with ants and huge beetles, thick
with ferns and climbing with mosses, was touched by long spears of
golden light. Quenching rains fell in warm torrents, sifting through
dense leaves, and to fill the pitfalls of the carnivorous
drum-flowers. Through the branches and vines wove a constant silence
of mist, and in this shifting white shroud a great many creatures and
plants found protection and sustenance.
All life
here had adopted an architecture of armor or thorn, a disguise, a
treacherous thickness of sap, or a chemistry of poison. Even the
youngest leaf was barbed and laced with formidable toxins, meaning to
discourage or prevent ingestion. The tribe who had settled here in
the Deep Time called the place Amnamarandhi, or 'The Green Dangers',
and called themselves the Amnamaran, or 'green children'. However the
tribes of Amnamar were not green at all; rather their body feathers
were crimson red, with pale white plumage in stripes across their
arms, faces and legs.
To survive
in such a hostile ecosystem, the Amnamarans had learned to harvest
and ingest a blue-gray clay which coated the esophagus and stomach,
protecting the digestive system from the venoms of their food chain.
The clay licks where such mud could be found were not without their
perils, even for one so agile and fledged as Bry’e. But it was the
custom of Amnamar to appoint particularly lithe or alert birds to the
gathering of such sustenance, and among the Amnamar living in this
high, remote forest, Bry’e was among the strongest and most
intelligent.
Bry’e’s
mother, Ehyabrenna, held the highest rank among all Amnamaran leaders
within reach of every horizon. Bry’e, for the moment, stood in her
mother’s shadow, but it had been spoken openly for many of
Suryama’s Beads that Bry’e should be the next in line to lead her
people.
Rising to
her feet in the soft wet earth, Bry'e padded soundlessly down a steep
embankment, leaping into the stream and then pouncing from rock to
rock and log to log on her way toward the pool. Each step she took,
she felt a surge of life spill upward into her from the stone, from
the softening wood, from the spray of the water and the wet of the
air, even in the touch of the light. She gained momentum as the land
dipped down, the water knifing faster through a sloping gorge draped
with bracken, roots and vines. As the close walls spread onto a rocky
cliff, Bry'e lunged, and for a moment Suryama's beads seemed to slow.
She felt the thrilling rush of wind through her feathers as her
clawed red feet left the rocky ledge, and the sun spread its wings
across her back as she sailed forward into a womb of air. Beneath her
the pool awaited, still, broad and deep, and in every direction the
jungle unfurled, with a small break of cloudless sky directly above.
Still in midair, she drew her knees up to her chest, tucked her tail
feathers in, and closed her eyes as into the water below she plunged.
Rising to
the surface Bry'e could feel the deep, slow purr of the jungle
amplified by the body of the water; keeping her ears just below the
surface and spinning slowly, she could hear the roots of the trees
drawing up deep stores of moisture from the black soil. She could
feel the tiny footsteps of beetles, the whirring clusters of ants and
the faint creak of boughs as they reached higher into the air. She
heard the infinitesimal birth of millions of tiny blossoms, the
scuttling of uncountable spiders, lizards and snakes, and the
crackling of underbrush as huge snails pulled heavy and slow through
the detritus. Even the worms at work in the dirt made their own
incessant gurgling, but beneath these higher and busier sounds, a low
rumbling stirred, and these were the stones speaking beneath the
earth.
Nearby on
the surface of the pool on a partially submerged branch, a winged
taminth landed, and Bry'e couldn't resist stealing in for a closer
look as the insect paused to clean herself and her four tapered, lacy
wings. Sensing Bry'e, the slender blue spark cocked her insect head,
observing the distorted shapes of the bird woman beneath the water.
Only Bry'e's forehead and eyes were fully visible as she paddled
gently closer, and the taminth watched, flicked her wings, and
brushed a foreleg over her tiny mouth. Her blue-green compound eyes
met Bry'e's, and for a few beads both she and the taminth, along with
the pool around them, stood perfectly still. Bry'e was close enough
now that she could see the delicate palps flanking the taminth's
mouth, and the filling and emptying of the single lung which ran the
length of the insect's pinlike body.
Then, a puff
of wind unusual for the Amnamarandhi raised the leaves and unsettled
the water, and the taminth shot straight up into the air so suddenly
that it made Bry'e suck in a breath through her nostrils.
The wind
began to tear and swirl, though the sky above was clear, and no scent
of storm came with the climb of the breeze. Finding a foothold on the
stony bottom at the edge of the pool, Bry'e stood to full height, her
deep red feathers dripping and her long beak gleaming with water. As
she stared in the direction of the wind with her eyes upturned,
rivulets ran down her abdomen and legs as the fleshy vents of her
chest pouch emptied of water.
Shouts went
up from the Amnamaran village nearby, and also in the woodland on the
far side. She heard the word 'Gh'ipyn'yi' and 'Akidnu'un',
which meant 'flying' and ' sacred trees', and no sooner had she
craned her neck in the opposite direction, when indeed she saw the
them above, and also heard the great whooshing rush of their leafy
wings as they surged along. As their passing shadows temporarily
blotted out the sun, Bry'e lifted an arm over her head, knowing that
the migrating plants always dropped from their roots a sifting of
dirt, pebbles, grubs, and stones. And just so, the surface of the
pool was suddenly disturbed by falling debris. Though in this rather
enclosed grove she was sheltered from the largest of falling objects,
a small gray rock plunked upon her head, then fell into her chest
pouch. Rubbing her skull and plucking out the stone, she also
discovered that a tiny fish had trapped itself in the pocket of skin
upon her. The wriggling creature gasped for breath as she lifted it
out by the tail and returned it to the pool. The jungle about her
still swayed and tossed as the last of the trees passed over, and in
the wake of the wind she heard her name being called, and the sound
of quickening footsteps surging through the forest toward her.
* * *
"Bry'e," Yaffa stormed quietly, nudging her sleeping friend on the shoulder with the shaft of her fighting staff. "Cre'uchit'i," she said, and then after her eyes darted about to see if anyone was near enough to hear her say it, she tried a different language, whispering, "Wake up!"
Bry'e stirred, then startled. Her grey eyes came slightly open, seeing Yaffa, a mature but youthful Amnamaran looking directly down at her. She wore a tribal headdress, less elaborate than Bry'e's, made of leaf sinew, bone, flower petals and stretched hide.
Bry'e stirred, then startled. Her grey eyes came slightly open, seeing Yaffa, a mature but youthful Amnamaran looking directly down at her. She wore a tribal headdress, less elaborate than Bry'e's, made of leaf sinew, bone, flower petals and stretched hide.
"Ikits'a'hka, you were having visions again," Yaffa said. She began to lightly tap the carved wooden staff she held in her palms. Bry'e
groaned, covering her eyes with her hands. “Sho k'ni'ahak'la maie?”
"I wake you because it is morning. P'ehe namawe," Yaffa said, spreading her arms enthusiastically in reference to the Great Bird, who again had stretched out her broad wings through the sky. "T'um Suryam-wahiri'ene."
Bry'e rolled away from Yaffa, covering her ear as the tapping of Yaffa's fighting staff grew louder.
Bry'e rolled away from Yaffa, covering her ear as the tapping of Yaffa's fighting staff grew louder.
"Ach'pahat, Yaffa!" Bry'e hissed softly, squeezing her eyes shut. The images of the trees, and the sensations of the pool still swirled fresh in her memory.
"No, I will not stop," Yaffa said, playfully.
"Nat'halto'ku!” Bry'e snapped.
"No, I will not stop," Yaffa said, playfully.
"Nat'halto'ku!” Bry'e snapped.
"P'yng'gynamutma Jaikur'nemi," Yaffa said now, which meant 'I'll tell your mother. This did not have the
effect Yaffa had hoped. “Nat'hal'ga'awai!” Bry'e responded.
Yaffa tried another
approach. “Nemekt'itu,” which meant 'I'll eat your breakfast.'
At
this Bry'e suddenly sprung up from the ground. “You're going
to get it!” she laughed.
Yaffa shushed Bry'e, in a
reminder that it was not wise to speak a human tongue so openly where
others in the tribe might hear it.
Bry'e scoffed, grabbing
her staff from the ground beside her, and immediately Yaffa sprung
forward. They circled on a tamped, earthen patch of ground, holding
their staffs close at one end and tapping the opposite ends together
in the air, first high, then low, high and low again. Other
Amnamarans who had been sleeping in the same grounds awakened at the
sound; some sat up and watched. Others rose, took up their staffs and
spears, and also began pairing off to engage in the morning's
fighting.
Yaffa stabbed hard,
lunging at Bry'e. The tip of her staff tapped Bry'es forehead.
"A'e!" Bry'e sniped, as her brow stung from the impact.
"A'e!" Bry'e sniped, as her brow stung from the impact.
Speaking in Amnamarandhi,
Yaffa laughed, “Too close, you stand too close. Stay back!”
Yaffa took a fast swing
and Bry'e blocked it, poking Yaffa's foot slightly with the end of
her staff as it slid along her stick.
"Aho!" Yaffa yelped.
"I'tska!" Bry'e apologized, as her friend hopped around on one foot for a few seconds.
"S'kelu," Yaffa giggled, saying that it was all right. They spun and paced around each other in a circle, with the glow of Oraphau's lamp just breaking gold through the trees. The staffs cracked against each other, and for some time they lurched, stabbed, poked, dove and blocked swings.
"Why weren't you at the stick dance last night?" Yaffa inquired in Amnamarandhi. "You missed the fun." She lunged forward with a series of slaps through the stick, which was pliable enough to bend a little at its edges. She controlled the bend of it, using its malleability to vary its contact with Bry'e's staff rung in her grasp, and for a moment she stepped back and shook out her forearms, which burned from the vibration.
"I had more important things to do," Bry'e responded, ducking forward with renewed vigor and swinging the staff low so that Yaffa had to leap over it. Bry'e drove her friend back a few steps, but then Yaffa forced back hard with a series of slap attacks. Bry'e lost ground, and the fight gained momentum.
"Aho -" Yaffa retorted, which meant 'I see'. "Heitak, cre'ealah?" she laughed, asking 'What, sleep?'
In a sudden swinging motion of her staff Yaffa pinned Bry'e, who fell backward onto the ground. The sparring circle fell silent for a moment, as those fighting nearby paused, seeing that yet again Bry'e had been defeated. Bry'e sighed, and Yaffa stood over her, not victorious, but also not pleased.
"S'kelu," Yaffa giggled, saying that it was all right. They spun and paced around each other in a circle, with the glow of Oraphau's lamp just breaking gold through the trees. The staffs cracked against each other, and for some time they lurched, stabbed, poked, dove and blocked swings.
"Why weren't you at the stick dance last night?" Yaffa inquired in Amnamarandhi. "You missed the fun." She lunged forward with a series of slaps through the stick, which was pliable enough to bend a little at its edges. She controlled the bend of it, using its malleability to vary its contact with Bry'e's staff rung in her grasp, and for a moment she stepped back and shook out her forearms, which burned from the vibration.
"I had more important things to do," Bry'e responded, ducking forward with renewed vigor and swinging the staff low so that Yaffa had to leap over it. Bry'e drove her friend back a few steps, but then Yaffa forced back hard with a series of slap attacks. Bry'e lost ground, and the fight gained momentum.
"Aho -" Yaffa retorted, which meant 'I see'. "Heitak, cre'ealah?" she laughed, asking 'What, sleep?'
In a sudden swinging motion of her staff Yaffa pinned Bry'e, who fell backward onto the ground. The sparring circle fell silent for a moment, as those fighting nearby paused, seeing that yet again Bry'e had been defeated. Bry'e sighed, and Yaffa stood over her, not victorious, but also not pleased.
"B'yime da'an b'mirut n'wakhan?" Yaffa sighed, asking in a saddened tone, 'Why do you never win?'
Bry'e laid her staff aside. “Ulur'e k'mitck'eno wahir'ene,” she admitted, saying 'maybe I prefer not to fight.'
Bry'e laid her staff aside. “Ulur'e k'mitck'eno wahir'ene,” she admitted, saying 'maybe I prefer not to fight.'
An open, yet unresolved
look went between Yaffa and Bry'e, and then Yaffa tossed her staff
aside.
"Jaikur'y matnuk'ao yi'yeklum ehe-itak'sh," Yaffa scolded, saying 'Don't let your mother hear you talk like that.' She held out a hand to help Bry'e up, and as Bry'e rose they clapped arms about one another, walking away into the morning sun.
"Bipkila," Yaffa said, meaning 'come on'. Making sure that no one else in the tribe could hear her, she added, "Let's go find something to eat."
"Jaikur'y matnuk'ao yi'yeklum ehe-itak'sh," Yaffa scolded, saying 'Don't let your mother hear you talk like that.' She held out a hand to help Bry'e up, and as Bry'e rose they clapped arms about one another, walking away into the morning sun.
"Bipkila," Yaffa said, meaning 'come on'. Making sure that no one else in the tribe could hear her, she added, "Let's go find something to eat."
* * *
Later, alone, Bry'e approached the Main House of the Amnamaran village on foot, carrying her fighting staff. Amnamarans went about freely and purposefully, tending to smoke pits, tanning hides, playing gambling games with painted stones and practice shooting with short, flint-tipped hunting darts. Others drew pictures in the loose dirt with the whittled, woody ends of their weapons. As Bry'e passed by. many among the tribe looked up, and some whispered to each other. Bry'e did her best to ignore it. Ducking into a shadowy, bark-clad earth house, Bry'e found her mother, Eyabrehna the Warrior Queen of Amnamar, kneeling at the tribal alter toward the rear of the room. Her fierce taloned hands were sharpening the bone edge of a frightful double blade made also of polished wood and tightly braided sinew. Bry'e had seen the weapon for many of Suryama's beads, as it had been passed down from one Jaikur to another, but always it had made her feathers prickle.
Several
of Eyabrehna's attendants were in the hut, and conversation faltered
as Bry'e entered. Many whispers in the village now spoke Bry'e's
name, and it seemed her life was being led down a path she did not
want to follow.
"Nat'halto'ku," the Queen ordered, and with a single wave of her hand all the attendants rose, leaving the hut in a swift but orderly manner.
"Nat'halto'ku," the Queen ordered, and with a single wave of her hand all the attendants rose, leaving the hut in a swift but orderly manner.
Bound
in muscle, poised and regal, Eyabrehna exuded an intelligent
composure, but always there was a spark in her, as though the fires
of her suspicion never went out, and at any bead she might strike
with a word or a blow.
Eyabrehna
continued to sharpen the blade with her back turned, waiting. The
many prizes of fur, human hair and plant sinew woven into her
headdress spilled down over her broad back, which glistened with a
slight sheen of sweat in the morning heat.
In the
tongue of Amnamar, Eyabrehna asked, “N'wahir'ene, tok'el
shtekalye?” which inquired if the sparring had gone well that
morning.
Bry'e
shrugged. “Ahk'y,” she said emptily.
Eyabrehna turned, and seeing that Bry'e still stood holding her spear upright in one hand, the Queen's nostrils flared and her dark eyes simmered. Realizing that she had forgotten to place her spear properly on the floor, Bry'e awkwardly knelt, and in her nervousness placed the spear it in the wrong direction, with the tip facing east, rather than west, as was the tribal custom. It was considered an insult to point the spear upward in the main house, especially in the presence of the Queen, and to point the spear east could incite the anger of the sky spirits who had originated there. Eyabrehna snarled, and Bry'e corrected her mistake, muttering her apologies. Remembering that it was offensive to step over the spear rather than walk around it, Bry'e approached her mother, reluctantly.
The Queen
stood and turned, so that she was taller than her daughter and could
look down at her from an appropriate distance. Speaking in
Amnamarandhi, the Queen's voice was thorny and low. “You anger the
Warrior Queen. Why are your skills not improving? You must make your
mind see only the task before you.” She held up the weapon she had
been sharpening in both hands, and its fierce edge glinted in the
faint light of the hut. “N'pyeut B'qual vay'e n'ghit tjzazj'e,”
she stung in a whisper, which meant 'Only then you are best.”
Bry'e sighed. “N'baht'o
meyeula, Jaikur'nemi,” she answered emptily, which meant 'I will
try harder, mother.'
Eyabrehna returned the
ritual bone blade reverently to the alter, with the gentleness one
might afford a young child. Then as she turned, her stance hardened
once more, and she took her daughter firmly by both shoulders. It
made Bry'e fiercely uncomfortable, as she had so rarely been touched
by her mother all her life. The presence of the kill blade also made
Bry'e shudder, as she had seen its edges spattered with blood.
Bry'e kept her eyes down,
shrinking away inwardly from her mother's grasp, but knowing she
could not yet pull away. The scolding words would come, the same as
they had for as long as she could remember. But instead the Queen
said, “Send Yaffa.”
Bry'e's eyes came up,
vulnerable and questioning. Was the Queen going to punish her
friend? Eyabrehna saw Bry'e's fear and her shoulders tightened.
She pointed to the entrance of the hut, her feathers bristling.
“TSAK,” she said harshly, which meant 'Now.” And Bry'e broke
away immediately, barely remembering to retrieve her spear from the
floor as she went.
Eyabrehna stood alone for
the falling of a few beads, with the sound of her blood drumming loud
and fast in her ears. She made fists with both hands and brought in
one great breath. Exhaling it, she turned once again to the alter,
her brows rigid and her eyes sparks. She knelt, stroked the bone
blade with both hands, and returned to her ritual chants.
* * *
The Main House was empty
as Yaffa entered, with bold afternoon sunlight pushing in fierce
blades through holes in the thatch above. Clouds of tiny gnats
whirled in the air outside, and back and forth just past the main
house door, Amnamaran folk went back and forth on foot. The calves
and feet of two guards flanking the entrance were visible as Yaffa
entered. Setting down her spear properly, she knelt at a fair
distance from the Queen, and waited.
Eyabrehna's muscular back
was turned as she knelt also, cleansing herself by drawing smoke from
the alter over her head and shoulders with both hands. She had
scented Yaffa's entrance, but went on reciting a Glynmarran chant to
herself quietly.
Chimaquatka,
parala, prem pal'a py'nee
Z'wat-cha,
clatka pana'apa, z'wedg'a clat'ha kea
Universe around us, see us inside you
look, see
that we are one
At last the Queen rose to
her feet, and Yaffa sat up straighter, glutes on her heels with her
claws lightly dug into the floor behind her. Eyabrehna spoke in her
deep and resonant voice, but did not turn.
"Iyitko, Yaffa," the Queen said in a tepid greeting. The tone of her voice was authoritative, and matter-of-fact."
"Iyitko, Yaffa," the Queen said in a tepid greeting. The tone of her voice was authoritative, and matter-of-fact."
Yaffa swallowed.
“Ie'm-daiya, Jaikur.” Still in Amnamaran, she added, “You asked
for my spear?”
Eyabrehna replied, “For
many of Suryama's beads I have trusted you to prepare Bry'e for her
rightful place in the Amnamarandhi. You are our best fighter, our
fastest runner, and our swiftest climber.” She placed the palms of
both crimson hands on a long oiled wooden box placed upon the alter,
stroking its lid lightly with her thumbs. An elaborate carving of
Chimaquatka, the Universal Mother, was etched into its surface and
inlaid with pale, iridescent river shells. The kill blade had been
put in its rightful place, and for now was concealed from view. Smoke
continued to curl lazily around the Queen's shoulders and back as she
spoke. A fly hummed in slow arcs around the interior of the main
house, landed on one of the roof beams, and then all fell quiet
again.
"And yet," Eyabrehna continued, "all these things you cannot pass into the next Queen in her training."
"And yet," Eyabrehna continued, "all these things you cannot pass into the next Queen in her training."
Yaffa's beak dropped open
to speak, but immediately one of Eyabrehna's hands came up in a
halting gesture.
"I do not ask you to explain," she said, low and abrupt, perhaps even slightly irritated. "The paths of this have already been walked in my mind." Now she turned, and looked at Yaffa over her supple red shoulder. "Some things," she said, her hard gray eyes flashing, "cannot be taught."
"I do not ask you to explain," she said, low and abrupt, perhaps even slightly irritated. "The paths of this have already been walked in my mind." Now she turned, and looked at Yaffa over her supple red shoulder. "Some things," she said, her hard gray eyes flashing, "cannot be taught."
She faced Yaffa now, the
beads and bones dangling from the various piercings on her body
making soft tinkling sounds as she moved. Her beak was smeared with
ritual herbs and dotted with pigments, her body feathers clean, and
glistening. The many prestiges of human hair decorating the underside
of her headdress spilled amply over her shoulders, giving her the
formidable, frightening appearance characteristic of all leaders of
Amnamar. The tatters of animal skin hung about her hips had been
collected by many of the tribal members, and were embossed or
embroidered with tribal patterns going back into the Deep Time of
Amnamar.
"Did you know, Eyabrehna continued, "that for a time your mother, until an early death, ruled the Amnamarandhi as high Jaikur?"
"Did you know, Eyabrehna continued, "that for a time your mother, until an early death, ruled the Amnamarandhi as high Jaikur?"
Eyabrehna turned again,
lighting another ceremonial wick dipped in fragrant plant extract. It
flared, began to smoke, and she set it in place on the alter. Her
voice dropped in cadence, and again she kept her back to Yaffa as she
spoke. “If Bry'e were not fit to become Jaikur, could I call upon
you to lead the clan... When I am gone?”
Yaffa was struck silent for a moment absorbing the words, but she responded, “A rightful Queen must be challenged - and beaten, for another to take her place.”
Yaffa was struck silent for a moment absorbing the words, but she responded, “A rightful Queen must be challenged - and beaten, for another to take her place.”
Still the Queen kept her
back turned, and darkly she answered, “Given your skills, this
should not be a difficult task for you.”
Yaffa immediately saw through the intentions of the Queen, and a shiver of terror trickled up through her spine. Eyabrehna turned, and motioned for Yaffa to join her at the alter. Yaffa rose, walked around and to the east of her staff, where things began. She hesitated, drawn forward only by the hard, cold eyes of the expectant leader of her family. She knelt tenatively beside Eyabrehna, doing her best to hide the fact that she was trembling in fear and smoothing the feathers at the back of her neck that were beginning to stand up in alarm.
"Yaffa," the Queen said now, in a quiet but rather sinister tone. "Someone thought they heard Manspeech this morning."
Yaffa's eyes swiveled to
meet the Queen's, so that as she knelt at the alter now she looked up
at Eyabrehna from a great distance, feeling both small and
transparent.
"Did you hear this?" Eyabrehna asked in a whisper. Her eyes were flints.
"Did you hear this?" Eyabrehna asked in a whisper. Her eyes were flints.
Yaffa shook her head no.
The Queen's eyes held on
Yaffa's for a bead that seemed to fall very slowly, but at last
Eyabrehna's gaze went back to the alter before them. Yaffa took a
deep breath, and closed her eyes as the Queen knelt also, slipping
into soft tribal incantations and again smudging herself with the
smoke that rose and swirled around them. Yaffa joined in the chant
with her, noticing that even her voice trembled as she spoke the
familiar venerations.
* * *
Making sure no
one had followed her, Yaffa stole into the woods after Bry'e as the
eve'ing light burned magenta and gold at the edge of the world. It
was assumed by most of the tribe that Yaffa and Bry'e spent their
time sparring, and practicing hand-to-hand combats, but this was
rarely the case any longer. Bry'e had withdrawn, and their time as
friends was strained at best.
"Bry'e!" she whispered, nearing the pool where her friend could often be found.
As usual, Yaffa found Bry'e lingering beak-deep in her favorite pool, and for a moment she stood, arms crossed, on the bank, until Bry'e scented that she was there.Yaffa sighed, and spoke in the human tongue they secreted between the two of them. Bry'e had learned the language from the Dharak, a shaman who wandered in the wilds around their home, and Yaffa had also taken up the speech. The punishment for uttering such tongue in the clan of Amnamar was swift and severe – usually, the consequence was a quick death.
"You cannot hide here forever. Your mother sees what struggles are in you."
Brye treaded water for a moment, not turning to address Yaffa as she answered. Her voice was sad and defeated as she said, "My mother sits at her alter day after day, praying over a death blade, and over and over she chants, 'Universe around us, see that we are one'. But are we are one with anything? The changes that threaten the trees, our tribe, the unnatural storms that bring flooding and disease - she ignores all of it." She laughed without mirth, and spun in the pool to look at Yaffa now, whose expression was grave.
"Bry'e, your mother means to kill you."
"Bry'e!" she whispered, nearing the pool where her friend could often be found.
As usual, Yaffa found Bry'e lingering beak-deep in her favorite pool, and for a moment she stood, arms crossed, on the bank, until Bry'e scented that she was there.Yaffa sighed, and spoke in the human tongue they secreted between the two of them. Bry'e had learned the language from the Dharak, a shaman who wandered in the wilds around their home, and Yaffa had also taken up the speech. The punishment for uttering such tongue in the clan of Amnamar was swift and severe – usually, the consequence was a quick death.
"You cannot hide here forever. Your mother sees what struggles are in you."
Brye treaded water for a moment, not turning to address Yaffa as she answered. Her voice was sad and defeated as she said, "My mother sits at her alter day after day, praying over a death blade, and over and over she chants, 'Universe around us, see that we are one'. But are we are one with anything? The changes that threaten the trees, our tribe, the unnatural storms that bring flooding and disease - she ignores all of it." She laughed without mirth, and spun in the pool to look at Yaffa now, whose expression was grave.
"Bry'e, your mother means to kill you."
Yaffa saw a
flicker of recognition in Bry'e's answering expression, as though she
had known this long ago. The two friends regarded each other, and
Bry'e rose from the pool, her red body feathers dripping. Together
they sat, hip to hip, hugging their knees and watching the wing of
Glynmarra raise in the sky, blotting out the light.
At last Bry'e
asked, “How do you know this?”
Yaffa looked
guilty now as she gathered herself to explain. “I had broken by
best spear being foolish, and I was ashamed. I crept into the main
house to borrow another until I could remake my own, and your
mother's advisors were speaking in earnest to her about you.
They said 'You must not ignore what the Dharak has told us – Bry'e must be eliminated. She is a danger to you, Jaikur.' And your mother replied, 'If she is strong enough to rise up and kill me, think of what strength she could give to the clan'.”
They said 'You must not ignore what the Dharak has told us – Bry'e must be eliminated. She is a danger to you, Jaikur.' And your mother replied, 'If she is strong enough to rise up and kill me, think of what strength she could give to the clan'.”
Bry'e huffed,
and Yaffa looked stoic.“There is more,” she said, with a rock in
her voice.
The two
Amnamarans looked at each other now, and a flicker of fear went
through Bry'e's eyes.
"Today your mother asked me if I would walk in your place."
"Today your mother asked me if I would walk in your place."
As Yaffa
finished, Bry'e stared off at the surface of the pool, and said
nothing. Both Yaffa's and Bry'e's hearts were heavy, but it seemed
Bry'e was not overly surprised by Yaffa's words.
"Well challenge me then, and fight me," Bry'e hissed. "We know who will win."
"But I do not want to fight you," Yaffa whispered. "Bry'e, you must leave."
"Well challenge me then, and fight me," Bry'e hissed. "We know who will win."
"But I do not want to fight you," Yaffa whispered. "Bry'e, you must leave."
Bry'e huffed softly, scraping at the ground with the claws of her right hand and
raking up a bit of mud and grass in her palm. “The jungle would
kill me if not you, or my mother,” she huffed.
Yaffa drew
Bry'e's gaze now, taking her by the shoulder. “No. You are wiser in
the ways of the wild than any of us in the tribe. You are
something... I don't understand. Even coming to this pool by
yourself. No one else in the clan does this – We think as one and
live as many, but you think as one, and live as one.”
Bry'e darkened,
her jaw set as she stared into the deepening eve'ing. “I think of
many, and I live as one.”
Yaffa recoiled
a little, feeling affronted by Bry'e's remark. Bry'e would not look
at her. “Please just...” Bry'e shook her head now, her eyes
filling with tears. “Leave me alone.”
Yaffa rose to
her feet, deeply hurt in her expression. “Always, I have meant to
help you.”
Bry'e slid her
feet into the water before her, and stayed on the ground. Her words
were dead and resolute as she answered, “You have done what my
mother told you to do.”
"It is more than that," Yaffa exclaimed, "and your hearts know it. I have ever been your friend!"
"It is more than that," Yaffa exclaimed, "and your hearts know it. I have ever been your friend!"
Bry'e tugged
herself back into the water so that her hips, feet and hands were
submerged, and glared sharply at Yaffa over her shoulder. “My only
friend is this pool, where I am not what I am expected to be.”
Yaffa scoffed,
and Bry'e's hard stare drew tears over her beak. She opened her mouth
to speak again but thought better of it, and then lunged away, her
footfalls dispersing quickly into the distance as she ran back to the
village.
* * *
It was nearing
dusk now as Bry'e wandered into the Amnamarandhi. The pool had, until
that night, been a source of solace, but in the wake of Yaffa's
words, it felt wounded, as she did. As the first of Glynmarra's tears
winking in the womb of the sky, Bry'e went into the gathering shadows
aimlessly, feeling anguish at the thought of going back, but feeling
fearful at the thought of leaving.
She did not go far before
a strange scent pulled past her nostrils. The air, for only a breath
at first, carried on its back a smoky thickness, as though the wind
was ill with burning. Bry'e stopped, pulled in an inhale, closed her
eyes and searched past the darkness behind her eyelids. Her skin
asked of the air, and her feet sank deeper into the dirt, seeking the
rhythms seeping up from below. The ground answered with tiny
pricklings of alarm, the roots and mosses a quickening of whispers.
Bry'e turned, pulled in another breath. Abover her in the deepening
gloom the branches of the trees were speaking to each other, the
leaves quivering. Near Bry'e's feet a river of jungle ants scurried
into the ground, emitting a sharp pheromone of alarm. As her thoughts
pushed further into the soil she could feel the worms and grubs
fleeing, and as she searched for the rhythms of larger animals at the
surface, she found none.
Then, in a heavier push of
grim air she tasted smoke on her tongue, but this was not from a
flame born of lightning, nor was it cook fires from a neighboring
tribe. It bled with an oily residue, and as she inhaled it her throat
and her eyes stung. She lunged forward into the scent, her pores
oppressed by an astringent sensation, and her lungs filling with a
vapor that choked.
The further she
ran the more frenetic the jungle around her became, the leaves
shuddering and the roots detonating warnings into every crevice of
the earth. The sound of the jungle's fear became so loud and so
cacophonous and that Bry'e instinctively covered her ears, and for a
few seconds all she heard was her own crashing breaths. But the noise
of the jungle quickly permeated her cells and synapses, it shrieked
in her muscles and rattled her bones – even her organs drummed with
it, disrupted by a rising swell of terror..
And then ahead,
on a slope that had once fed into a low and mossy stream bed, she saw
it. Beyond a last stand of broad-leaf palms, the jungle –
everything – lichen and fern, bark, trunk, bromeliad, vine,
strangler, branch and leafy canopy, had been entirely ripped away to
the bare ground, not by beast or storm, nor by the hands of a
neighboring clan, but by the machine of Man. Her footfalls slowed,
and the deafening cries of earth hollowed in her body as a silence
like none she had ever heard spilled in upon her. Suryama's beads
stopped falling, and her hearts stalled inside her. She fell to her
knees, the ground onto which she dropped layered with a film of ash,
and sprinkled with sawdust. The flesh of the earth had been ripped
open, and the scent of innumerable deaths rose from the soil.
Pulling herself
up she stumbled forward into a deadened landscape of crushed leaves
and smoking soil. Each step moaned with disconnection, suffering and
death. Again she lost her footing, dropping against the corpse of a
tree. Bry'e gasped, overwhelmed by the urge to weep, yet she was
unable to cry. The wound in the earth seemed to lash through her
spirit and her flesh. Pressing herself close to the stump and
grasping it with her palms, she sucked in hollowed inhales and felt
the voice of the once massive tree still whirring softly with
questions, with confusion and fright. The wood of its body was
calling out for the roots and branches that had given it life,
connection, air and water. Bry'e's body shook, and the blood moving
through her seemed disoriented. She lifted her head. The stars above
were a cold, still blaze, as though a million eyes pierced down.
At the edge of
the devastation she sensed a rhythm similar to her own, a life
amongst the ruin, and squinting her eyes she spied a familiar
silhouette standing eerily still, as though he might be a tree
himself. It was the Dharak, eldest and wisest bird shaman of the
Zakurit people. Since the Deep Time, Amnamar and the Zakurit had
exchanged wisdoms, and the Dharak had been one of Bry'e's greatest
teachers.
The Shaman's
eyes winked like sad jewels in the gathering night as Bry'e
approached, and neither he nor Bry'e could speak. The trees at the
brink around them observed the emptied lands like mourners at a
burial.
A faint breeze
laced through the jungle, lifting the dense layers of dried grasses
cloaking the Dharak's lean form.The pigments on the bared patches of
his sinewy arms and shins were gray, red and white, the same showing
around his eyes with exacting white thumbprints pressed into gray
plant paste across his cheeks and brow. The tip of his beak had been
dipped in white pigment, making it appear as though he had grown a
mustache. The long grasses of his headdress were tied at the crown of
his head with orchid fiber, bones and bromeliad, A small, woven
breastplate, decorated with beads and dried grass hung from his neck,
and a spray of many kinds of feathers, molted and given to him from
neighboring clans, framed his kind, but mournful expression.
Bry'e stumbled
into his embrace and burrowed herself in under his long beak. He
received her and brought his arms about her shoulders. For a moment
nothing moved but the smoke.
"Iridia has come," the Shaman said in a dead voice, still holding the young Amnamaran close. His voice was like a wind through branches, creaking and dry, but gentle and slow. Bry'e withdrew, tears streaming down through her feathers and over her beak.
"I watched them take the trees," he said, "with fire, and axes, and with saws. I do not know who it was that cut down the boughs in their souls, but only those with no forest in their hearts could do such things."
"Iridia has come," the Shaman said in a dead voice, still holding the young Amnamaran close. His voice was like a wind through branches, creaking and dry, but gentle and slow. Bry'e withdrew, tears streaming down through her feathers and over her beak.
"I watched them take the trees," he said, "with fire, and axes, and with saws. I do not know who it was that cut down the boughs in their souls, but only those with no forest in their hearts could do such things."
Bry'e did not
have to ask why with words, as her eyes implored the old shaman
instead.
“They clear the way to graze cattle. Some in Iridia decided that these lands were not being used 'rationally'. Those who would speak for us in Iridia tried to stop them, but their voices were not heard.”
“They clear the way to graze cattle. Some in Iridia decided that these lands were not being used 'rationally'. Those who would speak for us in Iridia tried to stop them, but their voices were not heard.”
Bry'e sank to
her knees. “You knew this was coming?”
The Dharak sat
upon the root of a tree and sighed. “The machines moved faster than
the words.” His eyes met Bry'e's, and the lids of his gaze were
rimmed with tears. “Long have I feared these days would come.”
"We are all in danger, Amnamar, Zakurit, even Atuyara to the North -"
"It was for this reason that I gave you the wisdoms you hold in both hands." He meant the hands of her heart and mind, the two places the Shaman had taught her should 'reach out'. He took Bry'e's palms now, and into his expression fell a different weight, a heaviness that was not for the trees, but for Bry'e. "You... have questions for me."
"We are all in danger, Amnamar, Zakurit, even Atuyara to the North -"
"It was for this reason that I gave you the wisdoms you hold in both hands." He meant the hands of her heart and mind, the two places the Shaman had taught her should 'reach out'. He took Bry'e's palms now, and into his expression fell a different weight, a heaviness that was not for the trees, but for Bry'e. "You... have questions for me."
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